Never let anyone tell you unviversity is easy, certainly not in your last year. You hear other people stress and worries but I never assumed it would be the same for me. I never was one to stress but lately I'm not even sure I'm 'me' right now. Things like giving blood, buying new things etc make me happy, but there are always things to knock you back down. I havn't had any time to do the things I planned, although I did get to go to london for a weekend, and birminghma/notthingham trip this weekend, they were not trips free from stress and worries, and have meant I've been twice as busy as I feel I should be. Don't get me wrong, it was worth it!
This afternoon I managed to do some of the things I've been meaning to for weeks. Booked an appointment with the careers advisor to try find out if the course in Nottingham is even possible. I'd have to pay 7 grand fees, rent and buy a new camera on top of that as they don't provide lenes and flash guns for Sony Alpha models. That or buy my own, which may be a choice.
I'm not sure if I want to take a year out or not, the way things are going I either want to run away back home with the parents for a year, get a job earn some cash, go on trips and get some photography in, maybe try stalk some sheep or something.
Or I could run away from everything and go to Nottingham straight away...

In the mean time, I guess I'd better get my head down, work and try find out where the feck all the flies in the flat are coming from

Inspiration doesn’t come easy, especially to the stressed ones